Regrets. The corse word that has indeed seems to be deeply rooted in my soul. Regret for pawning my soul with this seemingly one sided affair.. Have I've been too caring? Am I a failure? I just couldn't answer .. probably I'm just been too naive and stupid... I've wanted to end this trashing hurt, but the quicker I ran, the more hurdle came crossing my path... These whimsical thoughts kept pounding in my mind and it begins to get more frequent.
"Reem..." he called frantically, as frantically as I kept on pressing upon the button of the elevator.
"Come on.." rammed my thoughts and in a split moment, I felt my hand has been roughly tugged and held by him, Ezra the form that had left me hanging with clueless thoughts, of been wanted and so unwanted.
"Just leave me.." I cried as I struggle to get his grip off from my wrist.
"I'm sorry....I don't meant too.." pleads Ezra.
Suddenly, the elevator door has open and without hesitation, I pulled my hands away from him and quickly dashed inside the elevator.. pressing the close door button with trembling guts. Ezra had almost jump in but the door shuts just before he managed to enter. It seems this elevator has really been aging, for it has indeed lost its senses and was moving gravely slow.
I knew, I'm breaking down as I could feel my tears welling in my eyes. I wrapped myself with my arms as I begin to wept quietly.
"Is everything all right?" Asked a voice.
I was startled with shocking notion for I thought, there was nobody else inside the elevator.
I quickly turned to look at him, as he stood there apparently staring soberly towards me. "I'm okay .." I replied shortly as I turned to look away.
Suddenly, the lighting of the elevator begins to flicker, but thankfully it remains brightly lit or I will bound to freak out, if I were to remain in darkness alone with him. However, my relief was short live, when suddenly the elevator stops abruptly.
"Oh my, I think we are trapped.." he mark as he place his fingers upon the ringing button, slightly touching mine for I had intend to press that particular button too.
I quickly drew my fingers away from him with a panic stricken mark across my face.
"I'm sorry.." he said with concern trade note in his almond shape eyes.
"Darn.." I mutters when I realised that I've left my phone at Ezra's home much to my annoyance.
"Maybe the old fashion way might still works.." he said sheepishly with a grin as he continues to press the ringing button.
"Yeah.." I responded shortly and then together we both begin to bang hard upon the elevator doors. "Hello.. anyone!!!"
"Hello.. we are trap .." he continues. "And kind of lost here.."
"Lost?" I asked. "We won't be lost in an elevator.."
"We might just not know.. which floor this elevator had decides to stop. It could either be level with the opening door or it could be caught in between the walls..." he remarks.
"Caught in between the walls." I stammered not because I was afraid with those walls, but it seems like how my current situation had grind me with. "It was a mistake.." I whispered.
"I'm sorry?" He asked.
I remain statue as tears of regrets begins to fill my eyes.
"Please don't be alarmed.. we will be out of this elevator soon.." he said calmly as he came closer towards me with that soothing smile cast upon his sharp features.
Unknowingly, he had bring his hand and lightly brush the tears off from my face. I feel even more perturbed as I had my eyes upon him with so many ridiculous thoughts webbing in my head. Upon that weird note, I just wished the elevator would never moved again. When out of sudden, the elevator door opened and there stood several people which include Ezra looking anxiously towards me.
I quickly dashed through away from them especially from Ezra. But I was not quick and strong enough as Ezra yet again had roughly pull me closer towards him and drags me along with him.
I cried tearfully as I struggle to get myself away from his grip, however he had managed to pull me to a corner and pinned me hard against the wall.
"I'm not doing this anymore.." I mutters in between my sob, but he didn't care as he brings his face closer towards mine and begins to terrorised my lips. "Please Ezra stopped hurting me like this.." I plead tearfully.
Suddenly, someone had intensely pull Ezra away from me, and it was that almond eye guy. Without second thoughts, he threw a hard punch upon Ezra nose, probably fracturing it.
"Know the limits.. if she says stop and no.." he hissed furiously and with those words, he took my hand taking me away from Ezra.. away from everything.. I supposed.
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