Canvas Thee Thoughts - Ponder Route

Canvas Thee Thoughts - Ponder Route

"I could take it from here.." I marked as I pull my hands away from him. "Thank you.." I said, as I took my pace and walks away. But deep beneath my soul, I knew returning back home will never ever be the same again.

And just as I thought, my rancid ordeal would never end there, when I saw Ezra's car upon the front poach of my home. 

With a dampening courage, I headed straight towards the front door. In that sphere moment my name was called. It was Leia, my step sister.

"Where the hell have you been?" She asked sharply. "You darn knew I need my notes.."

I looked at her with warm tears surging in my eyes and I could almost sense that Ezra was staring hard at me. Frantically, I place my hands inside my bag pack, as I rummage through it, for those history notes, which I've written and copied during my class earlier that morning. "Here.." I said shortly as I place them on the coffee table.

"Could you bring an ice pack.. Some idiot has hurt Ezra in such cowardly manner..." rant Leia, who is apparently her fiancée.

"He deserved worst shit than this.." cried my thoughts, but all I could do was walk straight ahead towards my father's room. There he was laying on his bed, looking so lost and confused. I crept slowly towards him with burning thoughts of anguish and sadness pawn inside my head. And then I lay on him as I begin to wept tearfully. "I promised you dad, we will retain back what's belongs to us..." I whispered.

"Reem.." it was Ezra much to my fear.

"What..?" Before I could said another word, he had managed to shut the door in a flashed and drag me off from my father. I've wanted to scream but all I could project was yet another tears of fears. 

"Why can't we be like how we used to be?" He marked as he restrain me with his body upon the laminate floor of the bedroom.

"This is not like how we used to be.." I stammered as I struggle to get his hands off from my wrist. 

"We are meant to be as one.. you've always known how I've felt for you.. for us.." he cried.

"You used to be my best friend." I mutters sorrowfully. "Yes, I've to accept my stupid mistake for allowing this foolish heart of mine to fall for you...but you've used me just to fit your purpose.."

"I didn't know, my engagement was arranged to be with Leia, I thought it was to be with you.." mark Ezra.

"But you still accepted it....despite you've known .." I said with dejected form rant in my voice.

And with those words spoken, he had his lips ramming hard against mine with his hands roughly tearing part of my blouse. I knew his mean and hideous intention again. "You've managed to run away from me just now, but not this time..." he state coldly as he begins to removed his pants.

"Dad.." I cried as loud as I could. "No..." I whimpered tearfully, but his darkening desire of wanting me has indeed blinded his senses.

"Leia has left to fetch that old hatch from the airport.... so there's left only us and your pathetic Father.... he rant with a smirk. I knew to safe my honour, I need to fight hard. Like how I've managed to get myself away from his clutches that earlier incident. I was tricked by him, thinking it was just a mere meet up, due to our class project which we both need to complete, before our semester holidays touches in. Still thinking that Ezra will never hurt me, since we used to be best of friends way back than during our childhood days, and ultimately that platonic emotions, had indeed transcends to something even much more deeper, that is love, until he played with my heart by accepting his engagement proposal with Leia. 

But that was not his main agenda by asking me to come over to his home after all, it was something else. He had wanted to tarnish me. At first, upon that notion, I had almost thought it was just a simple embrace and hugs like how it used to be, until he had begin to lightly brush his lips against mine. I was taken aback and I drew myself away from him but, he still got his arms around me. And that's where he decides to overdraw his lines when he begins to unbuttoning my blouse. Upon that agonising moment, I've managed to push him away from me and gave him a hard slap across his startled face. And with this scene, I took on my heels and ran off from his home until that elevator held up incident, where I've accidentally meet my saviour. 

And here again,  I was force to endure this heart wreaking situation. I cried, struggle and plead, as hard as I could beneath his clutches but, he just wouldn't care less as he  continues to forcefully submerging his blizzard wants. When suddenly, the door bell rang causing him to stop his sickening route upon me which fortunately he had failed to attempt. And without second thoughts, I kick his groin with my knee, and forcefully pushed him away from my trembling form. 

With my hands still shivering due to this shocking vibe which had just befall me, I struggle to grab my father's warm cardigan and put that on, as I ran out from that room and headed straight towards the door, hoping it was aunt Freda and Leia. However to my stunning note, it was that same being that had safe me from Ezra. He seems to look kind of shocked and surprised seeing me again, probably seeing me looking distraught with fear.