Seeing night piecing through the waves of my anxious thoughts, with rancid tears welling up my eyes, simply making me felt too sore to sleep. Not wanting Ezra to look at the state I'm in at this moment, I kept myself away from his sight, his voice and his warm touch. But for how long, could I avoid him..
"Reem..." Called Ezra calmly. "For God sake...if there's something which I've done or say to you... please forgive me..." Pleads Ezra. "It's been three days you've been shutting yourself away from me."
I crouched in between my blankets sobbing myself dried, with that infectious note from Aaron in my hand.
"Reem..please. Don't do this to me and to yourself." continue Ezra. "Stop be selfish would you?" Rant Ezra.
I know, I've been unfair towards him. Aaron's horrific deeds is simply not Ezra's fault. But something seems to be bothering me. Ezra's sudden hatred towards Aaron at that point of time. Argument and fights between them became too norm for us to avoid. I do feel too deeply for Ezra but I was caught in between with Aaron, whom all this while I've thought his my dad.
And Aaron knew, my deep liking towards Ezra, in fact he knew, me and Ezra were already in a serious relationship. However both he and Freda had plans. A plan that break my heart too deeply.
Leia was planned to be engage to Ezra, much to my dismay. And Ezra.. without second thoughts he agrees. He caught my eyes, my tears, my blistering pain. Why? The unspoken question right till now, I never asked..for I never wanted to know either...
And now, he cares..he cares too much and this pain me, tearing me apart.
I crept slowly towards the door and with a heave notion, I opened it.
He gave such a huge sigh of relief. "Why Reem?"
I place the note, in his palm avoiding his eyes.
Ezra took it and slowly began to read it.
"I know..." Marked Ezra grimly. In a swift, he pulled me close to him. "That's why I hated him..." With those words spoken, he release me and walked away.
"You knew about this? How could you Ezra? How could you hide this matter from me huh?" I cried tearfully. "If I never got this note, I might still be thinking that Aaron is my father, Ezra.."
"Reem..I just wanted to protect you. I can't lose you, because I'm afraid, if you knew the truth, you will walk away..from us, from me.." pleads Ezra as he firmly hold on to my arms.
"I guess this justify the way Freda and Leia being treating me...I'm so unwanted..." I mutters with a heave of sorrow..I untangle myself away from Ezra's embrace.
Without second thoughts, I began to ransack my closet, emptying all my clothes and shove as much clothing as I could inside my luggage with raging tears clouding my sight.
"Reem... Reem..please.." cried Ezra as he pulled my luggage away from my hands.
"Let me go..just leave me!!!" I yelled. "You are liars..all of you.."
Ezra wouldn't want to take no for an answer, as he pulled me close to him and pushed himself closer to me, pushing me against the closet.."Don't make me do this to you Reem.." with those words spoken, Ezra unspoken darkness of lust began to engrave his thoughts.
"If you dare touch me, I swear, you will never ever gonna see me again.." I cried.
Upon hearing those words, Ezra release his grasped and step few feet away from me..
"You really want to know about your father?" Stutter Ezra with tears welling in his eyes.
I nodded.
"Tomorrow.." mutters Ezra. "Tomorrow..."with those words, he stumble away from me and left me stranded in my room. Unmarked confusion parallel my emotions, killing my courage, killing my spirit.
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