"It's my bad, for bringing you here, knowingly there's bound to be wet wet weather...." Utters Ezra as he sat by my side.
The hustling of the wind somehow or rather tingles my rippling soul. I stared in solemn daze upon the grey ocean as we both sat under the shelter.
I felt Ezra, fingers gently brush my hair away from my face. I know he was having his sight and his riddling thoughts trying hard to posse my mind.
"Why does she hated me so much?" I mutters grimly.
"Freda?" Asked Ezra with a misfit look pound on his face.
I nodded and had my eyes on him, for I need to know from his point of view.
"Freda hates everything...." Replied Ezra with a hissing tone of disgust.
"No....I don't believe everyone." I said. "Im a mistake...a biggest vile to her."
"And why you need to care so much about how she felt about you?" Asked Ezra.
"I just need a reason..why?" I shrugged.
Ezra frown as he had his dark eyes looking intensely towards the sea.
"How about yourself?" He utters coldly.
Strangely, that question seems to cause unexplainable restless note deep within my soul.
"Do you care about yourself? Have you actually really think about us?" Rant Ezra with a profound frustration.
I remained silent. "If I've been troubling you so much, I shall go..." I utters solemnly.
"See..!" Bark Ezra as he stood up from the stool and amble furiously few feet away from me. "That's all you can think off? Run..! Until when Reem? For God sake, it's been almost six months, you've been shutting off yourself from the world...from everything, from me.." cried Ezra with that tinge of sobbing madness in between his tone.
"And you think, I want to mess up your life like this?" I snapped.
"Reem...!" Roared Ezra as he came forward towards me and had his hands enclosing my arms. "It's your life which is in a mess..go fix it!" He whispered tearfully as he rest his forehead against mine. His breathing is deep and hard..I could sense,he's trying to keep himself calm.
I let myself go, and embrace him with all my might, sobbing tearfully upon his chest..I could hear his heart beat, palpitating fast. He place his hands upon the back of my head, gently caressing my hand.
We had our lunch in grieve silence. Suddenly, something had caught my attention, it was the journal which my dad had left me with. And there's something else, the red mini closet..the journal was place upon it.
"That closet?" I mutters.
"Freda had dump it in the garage...so I decide to bring it here...for your keep sake.." marked Ezra with a grin.
"You carried it or dragged it here..?" I asked.
"Haahaahaa..well..this is Ezra.." said Ezra as he begins flexing his arms.
"Thank you Ezra...for everything." I said earnestly. "I could never have thought that you really cares so much about me.."
Ezra, nodded his head. Suddenly he has his eyes looking profoundly towards me. "We should be together..as a couple, as husband and wife.."
Upon hearing his sentiment, I stood up and walks away from him. Not wanting him to see my tears forming in my eyes, I amble back inside my room and closed the door.
I must have slumber far too long, because as I woke up, my room is seems to be dimly lit by the night lamp. Ezra probably might have turn it on for me.
I pushed the blanket away from my body, as I place my fingers upon my head and begin rubbing it. The migraine and throbbing pain is really killing me.
I walked out my room, and there I saw Ezra sleeping upon the couch. As I had my sight upon him, a surge of guilt begins to haunt me.
I went to the kitchen for I plan to boil some hot chocolate for us to sip on later tonight. It must have been ages, I've not been making myself useful around this kitchen, I thought to myself, as I search high and low for the Coco powder. As I run my fingers upon the second shelf of the cabinet, swiftly my hands clasps into something..it's like a few bottles of medications. Out of curiosity, I took and look at it. I tremble with burning anguish and anger
"Reem..!" Startled Ezra calmly.
"What the hell are these things that you have been giving me?" I blast furiously.
"Reem..please forgive me. You need those stuff Reem..Trust me.." pacify Ezra.
"How could you Ezra?" I screamed as I flung those bottles of tablets hard upon the marble floor, causing them to spill all over the place.
"Because I can't handle you...!" Rant Ezra sorrowfully, I tried hard not to hurt you but you are so capable of many things...you've done unspeakable things Reem."
Ezra, bend on his knees, as he lays helplessly sprawling on the cold marble floor.
I amble, closer next to Ezra, and held on to his frail form. "I'm so sorry Ezra...I'm sorry." I paused in a while and then I continue,"But please be fair on my side, I need to know, what actually happened...?"
"I'm afraid you may not be able to take it.." state Ezra.
"I need to know..." I plead.
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